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i could've told you so many things
i could've said many words
but i became erratic
and my mouth became dry

many thoughts still linger
the many whys and what ifs that remain could not be answered now
because you went away, gone, it will never be the same

wish you were still here... but this wish will just be like
the many other wishes that came and went... like you.
i don't know how this will end...
but this really did not have any beginning

i wish i told you i love you
i wish i did everything for you
i wish i said everything deep down
i wish i did... but now your'e gone