Thursday, July 28, 2005

all of u

i can't give solutions 2 ol of ur life's problems.. doubts.. or fears..
but i can listen 2u and together we will search 4 answers..

i can't change ur past wd ol its heartaches and pain..
nor d future wd its untold stories..
but i can be der now when u need me 2 care..

i can't keep ur feet from stumbling..
i can only offer my hand dat u may grasp and not fall..

ur joys.. triumphs.. successes.. and happiness's are not mine..
yet i can share in ur laughter..

ur decisions in life are not mine 2 make.. nor to judge..
i can only support u.. encourage u.. and help u when u ask..

i can't prevent u from falling away from friendship..
from ur values.. from me.. i can only pray 4u.. talk 2u and wait 4u..

i can't give u boundaries.. which i have determined 4u..
but i can give u d room 2 change.. room 2 grow.. room 2b urself..

i can't keep ur heart from breaking and hurting..
but i can cry wd u and help u pick up d pieces and put dem back in place..

i can't just say dat i love you.. but i love ur whole being - - all of u..

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

tell me now...

i'm just so scared to lose you...
that's why i was afraid to love you.
but it's not yet too late. tell me now
now that i can still mend my inexperienced heart.
now that i think i can still carry on

tell me now before it's too late...
because i think i can still carry on without you.
although thinking about it crushes me
but i have to carry on
and if that time comes and i can't put myself back together
then i have to end this unfair and hateful life...

Friday, July 08, 2005

by the window on the 29th

as i stand here beside a window on the 29th floor
i dream of you waving your hand below, calling me
as i recognize your face, i reminisce the moments we had together
of the times we shared, the ups and downs of our relationship
a moment with you is not enough... not even a day will do
i ask god if this is the love that i longed for all my life
the unconditional love that will brave all the odds to come
the kind of love that will last forever and ever
although i know that this is temporary...
i don't know when it will last, but when the time comes
you will know that i have loved you with all my life, my soul
i know that this is not a forever thing. i know.
i know that there will come a time when our feelings will fade away
that's why i'm scared to love you...
i'm afraid of losing you because i had never felt like this before
i hope this will never end.
i can only hope.. i can only hold on to what you said
that you love me too... and i thank you.
thank you for loving me back... i love you too..

Thursday, July 07, 2005

crazy for u - spongecola

swaying room as the music starts
strangers making the most of the dark
two by two their bodies become one
i see you through the smoky air
can't you feel the weight of my stare
you're so close but still a world away
what i'm dying to say is that

i'm crazy for u
touch me once and you know it's true
i never wanted anyone like this
it's all brand new
you feel it in my kiss
i'm crazy for you

trying hard to control my heart
i walk over to where you are
eye to eye we need no words at all
slowly now as we begin to move
with every breath i'm deeper into you
send me to a standing still in time
if you read my mind, you see

i'm crazy for u
touch me once and you know it's true
i never wanted anyone like this
it's all brand new
you feel it in my kiss
you feel it in my kiss because

i'm crazy for u
touch me once and you know it's true
i never wanted anyone like this
it's all brand new
you feel it in my kiss
i'm crazy for you

Sunday, July 03, 2005

yakap

habang yakap yakap ka
sa gabing ito na walang kasiguruhan
tanging nasa isip lamang
ikaw, at wala ng iba
ipinaramdam mo sa'kin ang tamis
ng yong pagmamahal
walang kaparis na ligaya
ang iyong hinandog, ibinigay...

sa bawat minuto at segundong
tayo'y magkahawak kamay
walang ibang gustong maramdaman
walang ibang gustong masilayan
ang tamis ng iyong mga ngiti
ang malambot mong mga salita
iyon lamang ang gustong marinig
iyon lamang ang gustong makita

sa pagsulyap ko sa iyong mga mata
sa paghawak ko sa maamo mong mukha
kay dami kong gustong sabihin
kay dami kong gustong gawin
nais kong wag ng matapos ang gabing ito
makatulog ng mahimbing sa tabi mo
upang maranasan muli sa aking panaginip
buong katauhang inalay sa akin

sana maulit muli ang gabing ito
ako sa iyo'y nagsusumamo
ikaw lamang ang laman ng isip ko
ang laman ng buong puso ko
nais muling masilayan ang maganda mong mukha
muli maranasan ang pagdampi ng ating mga labi
ang muli kong pagsilay sa iyong mga mata
sana'y lagi kang kayakap... upang pagmamahal mo'y laging madama..