the law of karma

Basic definition: Karma is a sanskrit word and a concept
of eastern religions. Simply explained, it is a sum of all that
an individual has once done and is currently doing. The Effects
of those deeds actively create all that is to happen and determine
every present and future experience, thus completely excluding
random chance.

In Buddhist teaching, the law of Karma, says only this: "For every
event that occurs, there will follow another event whose existence
was caused by the first, and this second event will be pleasant or
unpleasant according as its cause was skillful or unskillful."

A skillful event is one that is not accompanied by craving,
resistance or delusions; an unskillful event is one that is accompanied
by any one of those things. (Events are not skillful in themselves, but
are so called only in virtue of the mental events that occur with them.)

Therefore, the law of Karma teaches that responsibility for unskillful
actions is born by the person who commits them.

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i could've told you so many things
i could've said many words
but i became erratic
and my mouth became dry

many thoughts still linger
the many whys and what ifs that remain could not be answered now
because you went away, gone, it will never be the same

wish you were still here... but this wish will just be like
the many other wishes that came and went... like you.
i don't know how this will end...
but this really did not have any beginning

i wish i told you i love you
i wish i did everything for you
i wish i said everything deep down
i wish i did... but now your'e gone

jeepney - spongecola

bumaba ako sa jeepney
kung saan tayo'y dating magkatabi
magkahalik ang pisngi nating dalawa
nating dalawa

panyo mo sa aking bulsa
ang kahapon ay naroon pa rin
tawa nati'y humahalay
sa init nating dalawa

subalit ngayo'y wala na
ikaw ay lumayo
nanaaalala ko ang mga gabing
nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan
naaalala ko ang mga gabing
magkatabi sa ulan

kulay ng iyong ngiti
at tikwas ng iyong buhok
ang lambot ng iyong labing
ng iyong labi

kahit anino mo sa malayo
ay nais masulyapan kaagad
upang mapawi ang lamig
ang lamig

subalit ngayo'y wala na
ikaw ay lumayo na
naaalala ko ang mga gabing
nakahiga sa ilalim ng kalawakan
naaalala ko ang mga gabing
magkatabi sa ulan

naaalala ko... magkatabi sa ulan..

malayang tumilamsik ang plumang isinuka ng isip...

Guten Nachmittag jeder

ako c jayson , mas kilala
bilang bonito o anubis. d ko alam kung
saan nila kinuha ang mga katawagang ito,
ngunit para sa akin ay ayos lang.

kamusta tayong lahat? marahil nagtataka
kayo, kung bakit ngayon lng ako nagsulat
sa mga pahina ng ating blog. siguro ay
dahil wala lang akong maisusulat, kahit
ngaun, hindi ko rin alam kung bakit ko
sinusulat ito. pero dahil sa hindi
maipaliwanag na kadahilanan, eto ako,
nagsusulat ng mga walang kabuluhang bagay.
isang palaisipan sa akin kung bakit
hanggang ngayon ay nandito pa rin ako sa
peoplesupport. marahil mahirap lang
talagang maghanap ng trabaho ngaun, isa
pa, makikipagsabayan ako sa mga bagong
saltang mga kabataan sa bagong mundo. isa
pa, hindi ko rin alam kung saan ko gustong
humanap ng pagkakakitaan. hindi ko gusto
ang kursong tinapos ko. marahil ay nadala
lamang ako ng mga kabarkada ko noong
hayskul, pero dahil na rin sa hindi ako
nakapasa sa UP ay sa probinsya ako
bumagsak.

Alam ko ring marami sa inyo ang
hindi gusto ang kapaligiran dito sa call
center. hindi ko kayo masisisi, minsan
nararamdaman ko rin yan. kailangang
magtiis. "come what may" ika nga, para sa
pamilya ko, at para na rin sa aking
sarili.

isang pagsubok ang makisalamuha ang iba't
ibang tao dito. hindi nyo alam kung gaano
ako nahirapan. maski hanggang ngayon. pero
salamat sa inyo, marami akong natutunan,
hanggang ngaun.

ipagpaumanhin kung minsan masyado akong
nagiging sensitibo, mainitin ang ulo at
pikon. ganyan lng talaga ako, at hanggang
ngayon ay pinag-aaralan ko pa ang mga
bagay tulad ng pasensya, mabuting
pakikisalamuha at pakikisama. ipaalam nyo
lang kung may problema kayo sa akin para
maiwasan ko na kung kanino pa maririnig
ang mga problema nyo sa akin.
ipagpaumanhin.

hindi nyo alam kung gaano kawalang
direksyon ang aking buhay. hindi ko rin
alam kung ano ang nag-uudyok sa'king
magpatuloy. hindi ko talaga alam kung ano
ang aking hinaharap. walang patutunguhan.
ngayon ko lang nasabi ang mga ito, dahil
ngayon ay parang naaburido ako. pasensya n
at dito ko pa naiibulalas ang mga ito.
maayos lang ako. sa ngayon. salamat sa
inyong lahat.

plano ko ay sa mahiwagang-daliri ko ito ilalagay, ngunit nagdalawang isip ako, kaya dito na lang sa sarili kong blog inilagay.

isang mapagpalang hapon.

MRT

i remember as i sit near you in
the train
i feel that you are secretly
glancing
i feel that you are asking what
if we were?

i know you like me... it's just that i can't tell you
how much i like you too

i also remember the last time i saw you at the elevator...
i asked you if you were fine, and that you'll be leaving
i regretfully said goodbye, and we both smiled.
as you exited, you glanced back, and saw you still smiling.
how i wish we were...

since the day you left, i still can't get over it
you left me with nothing but memories
no digits, you don't even answer the message i send you.
i really hope we could see each other again

and now i am here alone and so blue
i remember that time when we were together at the train
sitting beside each other, you glancing at my face
and thinking what if we were?i wish i told you how i feel about you

and now that you're gone, as i ride the train home
i sadly reminisce the last time we faced each other at the elevator
talking, smiling, as we sent our goodbyes...
i'll just be here.. when will we see each other again?
i'll leave fate to decide about that... but for now, thank you for just being you..

march 6..

until i see the regularization papers, d ako mniniwala n regular employees n ang batch 131a. i really anticipate the 20 leave credits that they're gonna give to us. can't wait to use them! eventhough blita ko pro-rated, pero ayos n rin un. especially this summer that we're planning to go to puerto galera. PTO's will come in handy! not to mention the added incentives.

what's in store for me in the next 6 mos? well, m gonna work hard, and when the time comes that i really get bored with what i'm doing, m gonna pack up and move on to a more challenging work.

summer is here, let's roll!

wein, weib und gesang!

testing po!

finally, getting connected with this is sumthin that i don't want, but i really find this blog thing fun. designing and re-designing and editing and re-editing blog is a challenge, but once you get your own done, wow, what an accomplishment.